Alicornutopia

I tried to write an AUSJ but no personality cohered for it. blaaaarg

all I want is to write full tilt for eight to twelve hours a day every day, thereby every month producing one or two novels and several short stories. why can I not have this thing? I am not a fully functional Alicorn.

I tried writing a different AUSJ. I finished it, but it's not really... an AUSJ. It's just a thing and not a very good thing and I'm not sure what to do with it so I have stashed it in a folder.

I am a failed ex-writer and future paperwork will have my occupation as only "housewife" not even "interesting housewife"

what is wrong with meeeeee

(yes I am aware that I am glowficcing as usual shut up)

So I was like, "I haven't written anything in long enough that starting a new project might actually be the thing I need to jumpstart me! I KNOW, IT'S NOVEMBER, I WILL SECRETLY NANOWRIMO AN OLD PLOT NOTION."

I have six hundred words almost all written on day one and yeah this is not going to be a novel any time soon

I don't know what's wrong

I don't know how to fix it

I am sorry

I want to try to pick up Exaltation again but I'm afraid my renewed enthusiasm for the character will disintegrate upon confrontation with the plot.

Got smacked in the nose with a dovetailed society-organizing-principle and magic system! I love it! Do I have the wherewithal to craft a plot and actually write something about it for you? NO.

aaaaaaugh

I wrote a sentence (in Triplicity) and I don't even want to throw myself between the plates of the earth and experience subduction. Heap thou praises upon Aestrix.

Triplicity is at a little over 4k now. I'm not in flow state at the moment but I seem to be able to chip away at it and it doesn't feel literally impossible that I'll flow state at it soon.